wad a night

something weird happened to me last night...felt quite alrite when i slipped into slumberland at around 2am plus minus...then i vaguely remember some sorta "cold" thingy hitting me in my dream...its hard to explain cuz i cannot really remember clearly too...then i woke up...felt uncomfy...my muscles started to go into some sorta spasm...not just those kinda shivers when you're cold...much more violent than that...got really scared...first time i was experiencing that...was wondering was it cuz my fever came back and i'm really freakin cold...but then i din exactly feel cold...yet it felt chilly...and then again...it was warm cuz i turned off the fan...teeth chattering...crossed armed...hunched...shaking like nobody's business...went to kitchen gulped down few mugs of water and took temp...36.something...no fever...head started to hurt and thighs started to ache cuz could not get my muscles to relax...i was telling myself " calm down calm down calm down"...but as hard as i tried...could not stop the shaking...was afraid it might be somekinda minor fit or something...cuz it was like never ending...weird tots entered my head..."does this mean that i have some kinda minor form of epilepsy induced by yet to be known factors...perhaps psychological?"...yeah ok...it din exactly sound like that in my head...you dun really form proper sentences when you're thinking to yourself in such a situation...after 20minutes or so...managed to simmer down the jitterings after sitting on the sofa and trying not to move...wanted to go to the nearby 24 hour clinic but tot i prob would take forever to walk there anyway...din wanna disturb my parents too in case it wasnt something serious after all...so went back to lie on my bed...still feeling that chilly and warm thingy...din wanna fall back asleep cuz i was really damn scared...wad if i din wake up...eventually...tiredness overcame me and i dozed off...phew...woke up with a sense of relief...hahaha...went to see a doctor again and he took a blood test which came out fine...said it was prob the viral infection still in me even though the fever symptoms had gone...told me to take advantage of the saf cookhouse food and eat more especially fruits...ummmmm..........i actually eat too much quite often and the saf food ain't healthy...all the "zhup" they ling on the plate...curry+black sauce+oily gravy = swill...lucky i'm attached out so i haven't eaten that for quite sometime...dun get me wrong...the food is actually quite nice half the time...but its just super unhealthy...pity the obese recruits...they get their food intake cut and its really quite little...if they could cook healthier stuff the recruits could actually fill up their stomachs more and not take in that many calories too...oh wellz...ntuc foodfare just isn't kind enough to bother to work it out i guess...
wow...i have digressed tremendously...hahaha!